Editorial: Update on Paula and kids

Dear everyone,

Hello, I am sorry that I have not been on as much as I could have been and need to explain why.  Back in June I my birth family found me through the Post Adoption Unit of the State of New Hampshire.  It was a happy occasion, and I was thrilled to find family I didn’t know I had.  So when it came time for us to move, I decided to stay with my sister, and I had asked them for help with the move.  It was great int he beginning but that lasted about two days.  After that I had to hear how bad my family was, my mother in law should be thrown in a home, my husband didn’t care about me or his kids because he was trying to sell the house in CT, and worse, it went as far as my youngest child being called an ungrateful bastard because he opened a door.

My sister was a druggie, stealing anything that wasn’t nailed down it seemed.  Stole money from me and my kids to the point we don’t know how we are going to get through the rest of this month, stole about 5 grand of our belongings, and the worst part was how she did it. She claimed at 8:45 Saturday night that she had an overdue power bill that was $300, that the lights would be shut off at ten if we didn’t give her that money to go 50 miles away to Hanover NH to pay the bill.  I smelled bull* and immediately said no.  We got kicked out onto the street for that.  After enduring a home with no phones, no internet, no cable no nothing.  After enduring constant comments for me to open a joint checking account with my birthmother, after enduring her claiming I was lying to her when we found our own apartment, and she didn’t help us.

So this is part of why I’m not on right now, we’re fighting with the bank to get our money back, and fighting with them to return our stuff.

I feel so awful I put my family through that hell, and I know its not my fault but.

If anyone feels like donating towards our therapy for PTSD for me and the kids and to help replace what we lost that would be greatly appreciated you don't know how much we lost so much when we had to leave.

https://www.gofundme.com/jffrvs 

Thank you for taking the time to read this.